Saturday, December 13, 2008

33 Months...

Dec 10th was our 33 month LID anniversary. 33 months since we were logged in. CCAA just matched through 2/23/06. Our LID is just 15 days behind that, but still, according to predictions, it could take another 6 months to get to us. Maybe I'm just hopelessly optimistic, but I just can't see it taking THAT long. They have averaged 6 days per month, so that would put us 3 months away. There are a few LID days that are supposedly huge, but there have been in the past, too. I guess we'll have to wait & see. I'm thinking more March instead of February, but still, better than six months away! I'm been doing pretty good with the whole Christmas thing. It's hard at times to think how many Christmases I thought would be the last without Micalee, but this one has to be! I think she's already here on this earth, waiting, just like we are, but not sure for what. In a way it's harder to know she's born, because I wonder how she is being cared for and if she is safe, warm and happy. This has been such a long, emotional journey, and I'm ready to get to the destination! It's depressing to see the poll I had going so long ago with predictions of when we will be getting our referral. Maybe it's time to start a new one!